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fifty frenchmen can't be wrong ([personal profile] some_stars) wrote2011-03-16 01:30 am

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more glee crap

the more I think about it, the more impressed and affected I am by that Quinn and Rachel scene. Needless to say, many people on the internet are interpreting it as "Quinn is a bitch, she's using Finn, she's so mean to Rachel, she should die in a fire." But it was such an amazing moment. I don't think Quinn realized, until that scene, how much resignation was behind her prom queen aspirations, how much frantic grabbing for anything she can hold on to while she still can.

something about, idk. The way the F/Q relationship started with that development in 2x11, that felt like the beginnings of actual friendship to me, and then...ended up with her doing the world's most unconvincing voiceover about "first loves never die," and yes, using him. The actual steps in between are pretty opaque, because Glee is Glee, but when I realized where she was at this episode it FELT right. (Not least because it felt like they might actually realize that the F13 F/Q relationship was not love, and not healthy.)

And--those three steps, in this episode. The voiceover shot of her with the tiaras; getting on Finn about them becoming prom monarchs; telling Rachel what's going to happen with their lives. They were actual steps, they led to each other. And I think Quinn realized--fully realized, for the first time--why she was doing what she was doing when she was faced with Rachel asking her straight out. Somehow her response isn't to tear Rachel down--not really--it's the most vicious pep talk ever given, about how Quinn's never going to have anything better or more meaningful than Finn and a life in Lima, and Rachel doesn't fit into that story because it's too small for her.

I can't imagine Quinn sitting down and planning that speech, or being aware it's what she was going to say more than about thirty seconds in advance. It's so revealing and vulnerable--of course, couched in the most aggressive and cruel way possible, and obviously Rachel didn't really hear any of it, which, fair enough, it totally sucked for her. But I'm kind of pissed off, if unsurprised, that most of the audience didn't really hear it either. I mean, she was CRYING. She was laying out this supposedly ideal future, like she meant to rub it in Rachel's face, and saying it made her cry. Quinn is not happy, and winning Finn and prom queen isn't going to make her happy, and I think now she knows that--or, is aware, because she's pretty clearly known on some level since she decided to get back together with him.

It remains to be seen, of course, if the writers will pick up on any of this or care enough to address it. Odds are not great, but I'm pretty bowled over we got this much development and motivation in the first place so who knows.
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[personal profile] escritoireazul 2011-03-17 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
God, yes, this. ALL OF THIS. I was amazed by Quinn, and I absolutely do not trust the show to deal with this perfect little depth they've given us. I need someone to handle it in fic, because I need more of this. She's so heartbreaking in that moment, and really, the song it inspires is her, too. She keeps doing everything wrong, and clinging to the wrong things, and, oh, Quinn. <3
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[personal profile] escritoireazul 2011-03-17 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
I hope you don't mind the repetition, but frequently I read your Glee thoughts and it boils down to this answer: YES, THIS. ALL OF THIS. It really, really could have been Quinn's song and it would have MEANT SO MUCH MORE, what with her storyline last season and how she's been acting this season. GOD. AND Rachel as MVP would have been PERFECT THEN.

I want THIS VERSION OF THE SHOW.